I know, I know. The only thing more cliché than a New Year’s Resolution (especially one for weight loss), is the blog post where you talk about the whole year.
Well screw you, I am not one who reflects a whole lot during Thanksgiving – which is when these sentiments are usually shared. New Years is the time of year where I take solace in looking at the year gone by – even if I completely botched all of my goals.
Anyway, that’s enough disclaimer. Let’s talk 2015.
I rang in 2015 standing in a field with some friends shooting fireworks into the sky. It was fun, but I couldn’t help but begin thinking about the state of the world. There are countless explosions going off from all directions, it literally sounded like a war zone.
I won’t begin to pretend as though I understand what it’s like to live in a war torn country, I hope I never experience that sensation. Looking at 2015 I can’t help but look back on that time and see what a parallel the night was to how the year would follow. Both personally, professionally, and on the world stage.
2015 was rife with conflict, and the overcoming of said conflict. Going into this new year we stand on the brink of a third world war. The Syrian Refugee Fiasco polarized both Canada and the United States, my own Facebook friends list included.
I hope the nature of how 2016 was welcomed will do as apt a job of predicting the year as 2015. I’ll get more to that next time.
This year will forever be noted as the year I decided to make a serious effort of this whole writing thing. I really hit my stride this year with this decision.
It started in mid-December of 2015, I begin changing the way I thought about writing. Especially the second quarter of 2015 – when I would be writing 4-8 hours per day.
To date, I am happy to say that I currently sit on a finished novel, a rough draft of the second novel, and two novellas. Considering the two years prior was spent working on the first draft of the first novel, I consider this a win.
Though I guess now the pressure is on, because I’m going to need a far greater output in 2016 to feel successful, not to mention I need to get published.
After a lot of deliberation and research, in 2015 I decided self-publishing will be my avenue. At least for now, I need to get out there now. I need to build my audience, and I need to see what you all think of my work. I know it isn’t going to be a masterpiece. There’s going to be at least a handful more New Years Eve’s before I can hope to be a success story. But it’s got to start somewhere, and I’m happy to say (and truly believe) it started this year.
Whether I’m the next Stephen King, or just another nameless hack in the kindle store – 2015 will always be the year it all started. I focused in on my life’s ambition and decided to stop being a child and pursue it.
I’m not just overweight bachelor living on my own anymore, the only responsibility is to pay rent and to keep the fridge stock with alcohol. I’m a thirty year old family man who needs to start adulting – even if I hate adulting.
Sacrifices, obligations, responsibilities. They are all real aspects of my life, and I wouldn’t have it any other way. It’s more than just sentiment when I say this, I know it to be true. If not for my family situation right now, I would never have done anything serious with my writing – nor would I have even got as far as I am right now.
It’s a desire to make more of myself and provide for them that drives me to keep this up. It’s the reason I keep coming back to this keyboard even after I decide for a fact that all the words are trash and no one will read them.
Now, if only I can get on the ball and follow through with the New Years Resolution to get healthy, we’ll be set. 😉 I’m a walking cliche.
I did agree to a very vocal and persistent friend that I would be joining him in his martial arts classes in January. (Honestly I believe I said December, but I’m not going to argue his generosity in forgetting that) – So I guess my first short term goal besides getting the Krugers novella’s finished is to get myself in a place where I can take this guy up on that invitation.
I guess this also makes the end of the month my deadline, since I did say January and it would be wrong to not be a man of my word right?
Anyway, 2015’s theme for my life and the whole world has been escalation. International tension is running high, and my drive has been shifted to the next level. Here’s to 2016 and maintaining the course – and getting to my final destination of a healthy body and a library of published works.
Thank you to everyone who has offered to beta read my work up to this point, your input has been instrumental in fixing a lot of the glaring problems – and has been incredibly encouraging at the same time.
Thank you to all of you who just simply stop by and read the random thoughts I throw on this page for you to read. My journey into insanity isn’t as lonely knowing so many of you are coming along with me.
Here’s to 2016, and doing it all again – bigger & better!
Happy New Year!